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Anonymous
asks:
are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?

I didn’t even know that was a thing.

But probably yes because I fucking love the Beatles.

Haelin!

As you probably know, I’ve been talking about a BIG PROJECT for the past few weeks. In reality, the project is about two by five inches.

That’s right, I’ve gone and published another book on the quiet. Granted, most of the contents can be found on tumblr if you look hard enough, but there’s something magical about physical copies (especially when they’re cheap).

Poems by Ash Shields is a collection of works, some published online, others new and unseen, others old and unfindable.

Collected poems from around 2010 to around 2012. Contains a Bukowski phase and Plathian influences. High level of potential free-form pretention and teenage angst.


The book is 54 pages and paperback, and the cover is handcrafted by myself. Inside is a collection of poems sorted into categories:

  • For You
  • Titled Works
  • Untitled Works
  • Responding with Poetry
    (For Anonym)

Currently, only two copies exist - mine and Emmy’s (the book is dedicated to her) - but that could change!

Poems is on Amazon for only $7 + shipping. It’s also on the CreateSpace eStore, just in case you have a grudge against Amazon or something.

I’m considering running some special deals, too - like signed copies with unique, potentially personalised poems in them. If this sounds like anyone’s boat-flotation device, let me know and I’ll get right on it.

Enjoy!

Anonymous
asks:
I just can't wait for your BIG project you talk about!

I don’t know whether it’s intended or not, but I keep reading this as very sarcastic.

Nevertheless, thank you. I am excited.

I just finalised this project.

It is all finished and sorted, and now I am simply waiting for the right time.

Check back next weekend for the announcement.

Big news coming up.

Keep an eye out over the next few weeks.

I attempt to explain,
to write,
to express these events and emotions and actions and responses
- but I find myself
for once
inexplicably
unable to.
I am left quite literally
speechless
the ideal form of block
for perhaps,
possibly,
potentially I have found something worth experiencing
something that simply
should not
be put into words
into film
or story
or poetry
perhaps it is perfect and ideal already
(I think she probably is).
Nonetheless,
I attempt to explain,
to write,
to capture these moments into something that may last longer
or not as long
or equally as long
as the moment itself
and although I fail
(in one sense)
I am glad I try
- for these creations are the ones I am proud of, no matter how futile.
Untitled - Ash Shields

Take me away
to a land free from others
a land with only you;
you and the trees and
the fresh, clear air,
the birds and the leaves and
the burbling streams
where cold water rushes over our feet,
mist permeating the air, where
sunlight strikes the droplets and creates art in the atmosphere.

Give me but a day in this land,
you and I,
and perhaps I could be happy.

A Song for Escapism, Running Away, and You - Ash Shields
I sit and read,
and although I’d rather be alone
(even though I so often despise being lonely)
I am surrounded by people I don’t know
and there is an inherent unease in my belly;
an unease that has become familiar
and yet unusual
like an old friend you never expected
or wanted to see again
and I want to say that you make it go away
but I am afraid
(of so many things)
but mainly that it will forever stay.
Untitled - Ash Shields

In this day and age,
meeting people isn’t necessary;
I have met Amanda once,
twice,
three times,
but it matters not, when someone shares themselves so fully and completely with the outside world.
I hugged Amanda once,
twice,
three times;
it was unlike any other
- passionate,
real,
Legitimate.

Then again, does my opinion matter?
Do I really know?
Did Romeo love Juliet?
“Of course,” we all say,
but in the end, it’s up for debate;
any argument can be argued
in this day and age.

Do you love Amanda Palmer? (For Anonym) - Ash Shields

I am actually rather pleased with this.

Down the valley,
He walked.
Through paths undisturbed,
Awakening the sleeping.

Ignoring the signs,
Unaware of imminent danger,
He sat, and rested,
Upon sacred ground.

He settled,
He relaxed,
He rested,
And remained.

Unwelcome in this land,
He felled the trees around him.
Removing the quiet,
He would be alone no more.

Once the land was cleared,
The dead lay in a pile,
Their bodies desecrated,
Used for homes,
His kin began to arrive.

The boats crunching upon the virgin shore,
Pounding feet along a new path,
Heading towards a new life,
But the same old death.

They arrived,
And began to live,
Amongst the death,
Happy, and at peace,
The forests cried at their presence.

For years they resided,
Spreading further,
And longer,
Flattened land,
Devoid of life.

More arrived,
Drawn by tales of paradise,
By the scent of a new,
Untouched world.

As more and more life arrived,
More and more left the land,
Retreating,
Residing in places unknown.

Villages became cities,
Forests became deserts,
Vast plains filled,
Losing life,
Losing spirit.

But the land was preparing,
For the last chance,
The towns were unawares,
Unsafe from the turmoil
That would send them away,
Far from this land.

The land waited,
Gradually stripped bare,
Anger boiling,
Waiting to burst free.

After many years,
The land gave in.
Released its emotion,
Bursting out and free.

The anger flowed through the plains,
The sorrow over the deserts,
The emotion into the cities.

The land removed the cancer which was growing,
Returned life to its halls.
Sent energy along,
Down the valley,
Over the long forgotten path,
Into the unnatural clearing,
It pooled,
It rested,
Just as he had done.

When the land had finished,
When its anger and sorrow were spent,
The cities were left empty.
The plains renewed.
The deserts devoid of humanity.
And yet, the land was filled with hope.
A single seed, on the edge of the pool,
Waiting, resting,
In the clearing,
By the path,
Down the valley.
Waiting.

Nature’s Lament - Ash Shields

This remains my favourite piece of poetry I have ever written.

(via martincumberbatch)

Ash Shields playing for the Dresden Dolls.
(photo courtesy of DarkHalide)

Ash Shields playing for the Dresden Dolls.

(photo courtesy of DarkHalide)